This past week, the oldest district left to Korea so
my group is now the oldest! We also had new missionaries come in
yesterday that are going to BUSAN! So this was super exciting! There
were 3 new girls that I am excited to get to know better. Before the
older group left, one of the younger elders asked them if they felt
ready to be going to Korea. One wise elder responded, "If you relate the
readiness to the amount of Korean you know, you will never be ready."
This statement is SO TRUE. I dunno if you know this but Korean is tough.
haha. So many words sound so similar and the sentence structure is
completely backwards!
I would be lying if I said this past week wasn't challenging. Every week seems to bring some unexpected challenges.
Tuesday,
however, everything seemed to turn around for the better. I received a
couple dear elders that day that said exactly what I needed to hear. The
day got even better when I went to
Tuesday
night devotional. (I dunno how I'm going to survive without these in
the field, they are the best part of the week!) Stanley D. Ellis came
and spoke to us. The strange thing was that himself personally only spoke to
us for about 10 minutes. He had 8 of 9 of his kids there (the 9th one is
currently serving a mission in Korea! whoot whoot!) ALL of his Children
have served missions and he had each of them bear their testimony on
missionary work and share some advice. It was such an incredible
devotional! He read a letter from his daughter in Korea who has been
their 9 months and has had no baptisms but talked about how there is no
where else she would rather be. Several of his kids talked about the
jealousy they felt that we get to the privilege of serving the Lord at
this time. This is the only time I can full-heartedly devote my life to
the Savior! This is the greatest thing I could be doing right now. One
of his children talked about expectations. Oh how my expectations of
missionary work are so very wrong! He said, "Do we value what comes, or
do we look for another?". "Blessed is he or she that is offended but is
immersed in the work anyway". I love this. Missionary work is hard but
all we can do is take what we have got and make the best out of it!
ATTITUDE truly is EVERYTHING. Another Big topic of the night was
Obedience. EXACT OBEDIENCE. I have been trying really hard while I have
been here to be exactly obedient but one thing I had struggled with was
the
10:30
bedtime. We would have lights out but often times I would be stressed
out about the next day so I would study Korean for a little longer or
worry about our lesson plans. After
Tuesday Night devotional I recommitted myself to being exactly obedient which included being IN BED trying to fall asleep at
10:30.
Tuesday night I DID IT and
Wednesday...
I saw a MIRACLE. EXACT OBEDIENCE BRING MIRACLES. People say it all the
time but I didn't really understand it or believe it until it happened
to me. Yesterday was incredible! I got to host for my 3rd and last time
which was just as fun as always! I hosted one really sweet girl from Guatemala who barely spoke ANY English so it was challenging trying to
communicate with her but she was so happy to be here and to be a
missionary! It was a tender mercy to be able to host this sweet sister
who would soon be learning English so that she can serve her mission in
California. Anyways... the MIRACLE of the day happened after hosting.
Sister Dayley and I had 10 minutes to prepare a lesson for our teacher
Lee Ja Mae Nim. We were stuck when we were preparing and didn't really
know what direction to go and before we knew it, our time was up. We said
a prayer before going in that we would have the spirit with us to help
us. Being completely honest... Our Korean was a struggle. We struggled
forming even basic sentences. We weren't sure where to go next with our
lesson when the spirit suddenly prompted us to ask her about her mission
and what she taught her investigators about the Doctrine of Christ. She
responded slowly. There was a lot of silence but it wasn't awkward
silence. It was the kind of silence that felt good. We knew the spirit
was there. I felt prompted to ask her if she would share an experience
with us. (Sister Lee grew up in Korea but served her mission in
California, spanish speaking and now she is going to school at BYU and
is an incredible Korean teacher here at the MTC. One of the only sister
teachers and we love her so much!) She shared the sweetest experience
with us and there wasn't a dry eye in the room. Although we couldn't
understand her story completely, we could feel of her sweet spirit. We
bore our testimonies to her. THE SPIRIT WAS SO STRONG. We finished with a
prayer and then she was supposed to give us feedback. She started to
tear up again and asked us why we asked her the questions that we did.
We explained that we felt prompted to. She told us that she knew we were
inspired to ask those questions. She told us to never worry about our
Korean but to ALWAYS focus on the spirit like we did in that lesson. If
we do this, our investigators will KNOW WITHOUT A DOUBT that our message
is true. She said if we were to teach every lesson like we taught that
one that we will change so many lives. It was a real confidence booster
for me and sister Dayley and an experience I will never forget. It was a
true Miracle. Moments like these make every challenge of missionary
work worth it. The experiences I am having here in the MTC are REAL.
Everyone, even our teachers, are struggling with things that we as
missionaries can help. I have never been so excited to be a missionary.
I love you all SO much.
Sister Hurley
Awkward Moments
- That awkward moment when you show up to gym wearing the EXACT same thing as an elder in your district. Shorts form the bookstore, and the Korea Mission Shirt... haha
- That awkward moment when a native Korean comes in and talks to us in Korean and we realize how little Korean we actually know because our teachers are white and speak really slowly and clearly to us.
- That awkward moment when you talk about bath houses for 45 minutes of
class and realize you will sometimes have to teach the gospel nude to a
bunch of Korean women. So that will be an adventure to say the least...
- That awkward moment when you break a glass in the lunchroom. and
then people stare. a couple missionaries even clapped for me.
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This is the district that just left to Korea! |
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Working hard in class... or hardly working? |
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